please just don't change that. i don't want to be moved to another car. i don't want to meet another group. i don't want to go anywhere. i'm not dead here and now and i don't know what will happen. >> what the next group will be like. >> exactly. >> and lindsey, you weren't spared any different treatment because you were a woman? >> i think i was spared. i was punched in the face twice. >> while you were bound? >> yeah, while i was bound. the first time was right at the beginning when they took us, they put steve and i in one car, and they lifted me up first, two men picked me up and put me in the car. this was before steve got in, and i remember i was sitting in the car, and i'm bound and they had bound my hands so tight they were starting to go numb. and i'm sitting there, and my hair was falling in my face and you can't do anything. it was really irritating me. and i was sitting there, sort of blowing the hair out of my face. and this guy came up to me, and my instinct was, oh, he's going to help me, and he just punched me in the side of the face. to me i've never been punched in the face before.