so i'm back into her room. just as i did that, it was the curtains which were closed just kind of blew open. and i noticed that the shutter was open. the window was open. >> what did you think in that moment? >> i thought someone's taken her. >> you went down to tell gerry straight away? >> yeah. i basically quickly whisked around the apartment, like 15 seconds. i don't know why. in my head, i was just thinking if someone's been in and she's cowering somewhere i guess is why i did it. and then just flew out through the back, down the stairs to the restaurant. as soon as the table was in sight, i just started screaming, madeleine's gone. they all jumped up. saying, she must be there, she must be there. obviously, i knew. >> gerry, this is every father's nightmare. every mother's nightmare. as a father, a young girl, and she's gone. what are you thinking? >> the first thing that went straight through my head is just disbelief. she can't be there, she can't be there. i was just running to the