a recognition as we have been watching this day play out despite the optimism after that closed door meeting and budget as the votes just aren't coming. the concessions they made to the freedom caucus while they thought it softened their votes, it hasn't brought anybody to yes and the bigger issue right now and i've seen this first hand in talking to lawmakers over the course of the last couple hours. they're not sticking around, even those that they assumed would be with them. john, the chairman of the house appropriations committee is saying that he's right now leaning hard no. that's majorly problematic and that's exactly what the speaker is heading to the white house to say right now. i think one of the big concerns that if you put this bill on the floor without the votes what the president said he wants yourer not going to lose this by 16, 17 votes. republicans will vote against it in mass and go from a bad defeat to a very, very bad defeat.