like this who creates this like one-man incredible play where he's the director and the actor and is very sensational and it's incredibly violent, the event that caused him to decide this is what i'm going to do because he shows indicators of being an injustice collector, someone who goes through life somewhat paranoid and collects injustices from other people, the incident which may have solidified in his mind this is the way it's going end for me, i'm done with it but this is the way it's going to be, it's not going to be that sensational, otherwise it would have been found out very, you know, very early on. and this is a man that's lived for 64 years where he's pretty -- pretty well handled his frustrations and stressors in life. and he's done it in what appears to be a pro social way because he hasn't been to jail and doesn't have an arrest record. this event if it didn't come out