i'm writing, directing, performing, dancing. like none of that has changed. people are under this huge misconception that's i just started stripping, and i have been doing this for like 18 years. that's not true -- yes, i'm more in demand. and like i said in the rolling stone interview, if somebody came up to you and said, hey, you know that job you have been doing frefrk, how about next week, i pay your quadruple? show me one person who is going to say no. >> so it's helped you financially? >> it's helped me in the short immediate time because more people are coming out and more people in the clubs, that's more tips. but, you know, i have yet to see how it's going to play out long term. >> when you look back at this stage of your life, what do you think you're going to think about? what are you going to think about what you're going through right now? >> holy [ bleep ]. i mean, is there really anything else to say? >> anything i haven't asked you that's important to know, anything you would like to talk