>> yes. >> so you know that they were taking him on. you know that they proechbbably prevented more loss of life. but you still lost nine of your fellow students, you lost a substitute teacher. and god willing, the other dozen or so, the people that were injured, they'll all be okay. when you go back to that school, how will you feel? >> i'm not going back. i'm not. my mom's not going to let me go back after that. >> this is the second time. >> second time what? >> that this -- we had a scare in february of 2018. and, you know, it wasn't a mass shooting, but just the same, they were, you know, told to take cover under their desks and students texting their parents that they love them, you know, they don't know if they're going home that day. >> what was it that time? what did it turn out to be in february? >> supposedly, it was firecracker that everybody heard. >> so you don't want to go back to the school? >> no. i don't feel safe there, at all.