>> how is your nap? >> my pregnancy with both cecelia and delphine were ea when it came to birth, that was when the complications started for me. both i don't even want to think about what that would mean for my babies. >> the happiest moment of my life was bringing these two beautiful beings into the world. and to think that that same moment for another mother could mean death is just -- it's unimaginable. >> i heard about every mother counts from a very good friend and colleague of mine. then i also met christy turli nrn