be the first one i would go to. >> what do you miss most about morgan? >> everything. it's actually really hard because i -- sorry. >> it's okay, honey. >> i imagine when we were younger i imagined going through life but -- my entire life was her i imagined graduating high school together. everything. like it might sound silly but i imagined her being my maid of honor and everything like all of this we had planned out. like we thought about everything and it's just weird not having her there. >> leah and morgan were as close as could be. so in middle school morgan revealed she was struggling, leah was there for her.