i think it started sinking in a lot more today when we went to the funeral home to view the body and to make arrangements you know, the last time i had saw him, as you referenced, was saturday in springfield, ohio. we were at the c.j. brown reservoir having a family cookout, reunion, and i drove down from columbus and family members, some of them flew in fro o from out of state. many from springfield were there. we were enjoying the day. it was a beautiful day. we were playing cornhole and volleyball. some went fishing. one of my aunts was sharing her testimony that she was -- she had just received the diagnosis on tuesday that he was cancer-free. so we were celebrating life. and to see derrick was, you know, i had not seen him in a little while, and we were sitting down talking, as i was eating, and he was sharing with