family. they see murders and they see people in the worst conditions possible. and then they go home and he said, you know, who are you going to talk to about that? you can't talk to your wife or your kids about that. you have to internalize all of that and they think that's a big problem, along with the stigma with coming forward. so there's a lot of issues that they're tackling right now. nypd, but this certainly did not help. i don't think he expected this. i think he expected the changes they were making were going to prevent a suicide, but here we are again. >> eight. and you feel for their families, you feel for the families in blue. britain, thank you so much for calling that to our attention and talking to the commissioner. thank you. >> announcer: this is cnn breaking news. >> here we go. hour two. you are watching cnn. i'm brooke baldwin. any minute now, we will hear from investigators with an update on that mass shooting in downtown dayton, ohio, that killed nine and wounded more than two dozen others. as soon as the news conference begins, we'll bring that to you