a lot of just be whatever whole yes sometimes i realized after the fourth i'm like oh i haven't left home in four days i haven't even gone outside because it would be back saying i've been working i've been relaxing sleeping whatever i'm not. feeling. but to close what's next for you what where do you see. her life going here years now what's next where is your goal because there are such ok i'm going to flip the script question and say along with what's next for you would you like to do well i'm a mom and really to me that's i'll really that's what's next you know and that's a very simple and complex at the same time. way that i will follow to make sure