are when you have a bad white surface pretty violent good it's kind of like being in a car accident and being in an avalanche or just getting free loan around and you have no control of your body so when you do a lot of physical preparation for those moments you feel a lot more comfortable situation. paige has been fortunate so far the many crosses on the whole keep up each remember those who've lost their lines. fabian thanks. steve twenty four. betty seventeen. i'm always scared because being out in big surf is probably one of the scariest things you can put your self into any situation about a situation is pretty scary when you see a fifty foot wave coming at you. but it's also something that brings you the most