you come to the cross by repentance and faith. >> jesus literally took all of this on his own back for me. i remember bowing out, head touching the ground saying i'm sorry, god, i'm sorry. one step led to another which led to another. you know, i was back drinking, sleeping around with women. the conviction that i was now feeling was so strong. i remember driving on the highway just thinking to myself, god, you've got to do something. if you don't do something, i might hurt myself or hurt somebody else. i don't know what's going to happen. just don't kill me. i get cut off by a truck and my truck just starts tipping until it flips over and starts rolling