prison i was at. i compare everything to the worse. you know, it doesn't compare to the -- the environment that i was in before. and a small cell with 20 other people. so, compared to my conditions before this, this is a whole lot better. and peaceful compared to that. >> you mentioned earlier when you and i spoke, i think i got a little bit of the u.s. marine from you because you told me the conditions were tough but you were not particular itly graphic or descriptive. i have spoken to one of your marine buddies with whom you have a much closer relationship than you and i do. he tells of the terrible things you went through in that first prison. >> yes, yes. it was horrible. yes. like risk were bleeding?