humor. you have to, at some point, recognize what we are doing is really heinous and gruesome. he sort of build up this callou callous. >> tucker: looking back, how do you feel about it all? >> i am certainly sorry that i participated in something like that. i feel like they i have been given an opportunity to speak out about the experience that i have had and to turn the evil i participated in and to something good. that is what i'mt' trying to do. >> tucker: we are grateful you came. this is a subject cloaked by euphemisms and it's nice to know choice really means. telling us, abby.ns. >> thanks so much. >> laura: great segment, tucker. the show isn't over. we'll be right back. remember our special night?