countries. if they find out i'm gay and married and my husband patrick will be there with me, fantastic. >> this is what you write on msnbc.com. i'm going to russia despite aspect gay laws. i am not going to boycott. that's too easy. i choose to offer my support of lgbt community and hosting this event as a journalist and anchor and a man who happens to be gay. i am not different than anyone else. we must be vizible and show up as as harry milk said, give them hope. i go to prove there is hope. >> i absolutely do i and feel i got a lot of reaction not only as a competition, but the proper forum to make a difference on this point. just the fact that i would accept this assignment. i was out in 2006 and i have