>> i feel badly for ben. i've gotten to like ben. it's a tough thing. he writes a book where he went after his mother, wanted to hit her in the head with a hammer, hiting the friend in the face with a padlock, hard in the face, stabbing somebody only to be broken up by a belt buckle, which if you know about belt buckles, they turn and they twist. i don't think they're going to stop a knife with the force of a strong man. and, you know, when he writes he has pathological disease in a book, now, he obviously wrote this book prior to thinking about running for office i assume, but, you know, he said he has pathological disease -- >> so you don't believe him. you don't believe him, do you? >> well, if you have pathological disease, that's a problem. i mean, he wrote it. i didn't write it, but he's going to have to explain a lot of things away. the scholarship situation, the dinner with westmoreland when westmoreland wasn't there. the pyramids. pyramid is a solid structure other than a little area for the