and not others. but yeah, i got found guilty of everything. >> smith says she's not surprised with the outcome. >> based on the evidence it was appropriate for him to be found guilty. i mean it was a no-brainer what the outcome was going to be. and i think that he knew what the outcome was going to be. but by him being a man anyway, you know, they have pride issues. so if he his feeling hurt or feeling pain, he's probably not wearing it on the outside. >> you're now a convicted murderer. >> yep. >> have you thought about that? >> yep. >> what's it feel like? >> i was already basically labeled as the convicted murderer when i came in with the charge. >> so now? >> so now it's just official. >> it doesn't bother you? >> nope. >> why is that? >> because i know i'm gonna get one day. it's not that i don't care. it's that i already -- i'm past this moment, i'm thinking of the future. >> but bell's future is in the