i'm glad you got out of the clan. you're the trash we want out of the movement. >> do you think -- >> in the 1980s and 90s i pushed white power propaganda. where ever i could. i wasn't born racist and wasn't raised one. my early memories were in chicago with family that loved me. my parents were italian immigrants. i was on my own. the weird foreign kid. who spoke italian at home. and english at school. i was lonely and bullied by the all american kids who refused to welcome me. >> i felt abandoned, i felt worthless. like an outsider. i was angry. i spent a lot of time walking these alleys. one day at 14 years old when i was probably my angriest i was standing here and smoking a