and play princess, little tea cup parties, watch "dora." i guess my favorite thing i've ever done in my entire life. the happiest i've ever been is sitting there. i put a little what they call tiaras and have them and i'd wear a little tiara. we had a little no-bake oven, little easy bake thing. she'd make little brownies, sit there and eat them little pieces of brownie. says, dear daddy, i miss you more than you miss me. i wish we were not apart. you're the best daddy in the world, i love you so much. i think about her every single day, every night. she's the first and last thing i think about every single day. i'll never choose drugs over her again. i wanted to be better than that, too. on the back of it she wrote, dear mailman, if this letter gets lost, don't send it to me, send it to prison to my daddy. on the back of her letters i