tremendous loss. i lost my best friend. i lost my son. i lost the love of my life. i lost the strong boy in my family. >> with me now, deborah feyerick, cnn national correspondent. deb, have investigators said what are in the notes and any connection to that bible verse that was written on hernandez's forehead? >> they haven't said specifically what was said but it was next to the bible. it's a picture of aaron hernandez's final moments and one thing he tried to do was make sure once prison guards got into that cell, there would be no way to revive him. we are now being told by officials he had jammed cardboard into the tracks of his single inmate cell making access difficulty and jammed various positions that he had with him and also we are learning that the biblical verse you referred