i go across the street, and i call my cousin. >> hi, maria, it's vivian. she is like, you like it out there? how is it? i'm telling her that i was fine, i was safe. >> no everything is fine. >> so i tell them i'll give another ring soon. i'm, like, wow, you know, colombia was really nice. it was very alive. so that kind of calmed me. i definitely was feeling a little bit more safe. as soon as i walk inside, my phone rings. >> hello? hi, carlos. >> and he is like, don't call home too much. >> what? >> at this point i feel like, okay, i'm being watched. so now i'm suspicious of everybody. everybody that speaks to me,