>> when you watch this film, or when you watch cuts of it, what was your relationship to what you were seeing? did you want to pause and say, please stop, please don't do this? i felt myself kind of wanting to do that at a number of points. >> the filmmakers did a really good job of pushing your comfort level. they were delicate about -- there's not really nudity in the film. there's maybe one topless shot. it's probably a disappointment for some people, but yeah, i wanted to understand the psychology of young women who would do this. and you realize, there isn't a psychology. it's not like there's a -- there's one kind of girl who does this, it's the cultural psychology which allows for any girl to feel like it's a good choice. >> what is that? >> i think i've been vocal about