>> it must have thrown you for quite a loop. >> absolutely. i knew he was lying from the beginning. if he's going to implicate me it's a lie. i know i didn't have anything to do with it. so then, you know, i just -- it didn't surprise me he lied yet again, he changed his story to be more cohesive with what the state needed. that didn't surprise me. but the whole thing of being in jail based on one man's word, it's shocking. it doesn't seem like that should be possible. >> you need some water. >> no, i'm all right. >> the jury told us, christopher's tears on the witness stand when he talked about samoa made some of them believe his incarceration there on the island was a motive for murder. >> you seem to have broken up talking about the camp, but not so i don't know up when you talked about your parents' death. >> when i initially talked about it, i would cry. it was really hard. but the program, i sealed that away. that was the first time i sat there in a long time and wow,