An artist who bore one of Lucian Freud's children and became his muse has revealed she cried when he painted her and felt 'trapped' by the artist. Indian-born British artist Celia Paul was 18 when she met the 55-year-old Freud in 1978 and gave an account of their relationship to London Review of Books. She said Freud, her first lover, was drawn to 'neurotic … vulnerable' female artists who he would 'dump' when they became too 'needy'. Speaking about her own experience with Freud, she recounted how she modelled for Naked Girl with Egg, After Watteau, Girl in a Striped Nightshirt, Painter and Model and one other painting.