He also penned a document in that August that he titled "A Hideous Symphony," which he called a manifesto, according to court documents. "I am already set to go into the U.S. Army," he allegedly wrote. "This training will be for the attainment of one reality, the death of what I have been deprived of most, but also cherish and fantasize at the opportunity of having but has been neglected of; Women. "I will slaughter out of hatred, jealousy, and revenge... I will take away the power of life that they withhold from me, by showing there is more than just happiness and fulfillment, there is all encompassing death, the great equalizer."