URL copied Sutapa Sikdar on cosmic connection with Irrfan Khan: ‘He is around, just not physically present’ Bollywood actor Irrfan Khan succumbed to cancer last year leaving his family and fans in grief. Irrfan's wife Sutapa Sikdar who is taking time to cope with his absence says her cosmic connection with the late actor has continued even after his death. âThere are things where I feel suddenly as if everything is the same. He is around, he is just not physically present,â Sutapa told Times of India. He says that she still feels his presence around her. She told TOI, âBoth of us loved the rain. And both of us would joke â if it was very hotâ¦and it would rain the next day. When I went to Jaipur, it was a very hot day â and then, that night, it rained! It felt so strange. Then, when I was travelling back on the Jaipur-Mumbai highway, Google Maps told us that there was congestion and suggested an alternate route. It was an unfamiliar road, and then I was like â Oh my God! We are going via Tonk! Tonk is the place he belonged to. I do get hints of him being around," she shared.