we excluded all of those things until we got down to one point, which was lucy letby. i want her to be locked up and i never want her to come out again, because what she's done has changed the course of our life for ever. i think she's a hateful human being. i think she's taken everything from us — absolutely everything. jurors in the murder trial of hereford nurse lucy letby have retired to considered their verdict. ms letby denies murdering seven babies and attempting to kill ten others. you can feel the tension every day here. no one knows if this will be the day when the jury returns its verdict. the trial has been running for ten months. it's five—and—a—half weeks since the jury was sent out.