"washington post" article ten years ago and my sister corroborates she went through the same thing and we talked about it the day after, and this happened often. and we were terrified of our mother. we were terrified of her. with my mother, there was a lot of abuse with my adoptive mother. >> on the day you decided you were going to kill them, you were playing various musical records. the one that was key to this was a song called let the bodies hit the floor, a song called bodies. what was going through your head as you heard that music? ♪ let the bodies hit the floor, let the bodies hit the floor ♪ >> i had been listening to the song for a year non-stop and i had so much hate and rage inside of me, i knew it was leading to