were you thinking -- >> yeah, my first instinct i was shaking and panicked but i felt like i need to focus and i need to assess the situation and figure out what i need to do and in my head i was thinking there needs to be an answer for this. for me, this is not it. i need to keep thinking and find a way out. so i'm behind the counter. i want was actually around this time i see my friend and i see him get up and go like this. that's all i see. i don't see him go like this and walk away. >> he put his hands snup. >> yeah, he put his hands up. so i was thinking oh my goodness, if i surrenderer and apologize or do whatever, i could be free. so i was actually preparing myself to be the next one to surrenderer, and then another woman did it before me and i saw her do this and get up and then they -- and then she was shot. >> so they actually shot a woman whose hands were up who was surrendering. >> that's what i saw. i saw her being shot, yeah. >> then what? >> then they shot into the crowd