happen again and never forgetting it. why are we moving forward? why can't we take this story and make real change? >> that's true. one of my reasons if we ever did air them would be and i know this is maybe not even journalistically cool to say so, but to try to put this in the public to see whether it changes people's opinions. there were lots of promises made in the aftermath. that's an appalling way to be right. >> i disagree a little bit. i'm not sure it's our job to push change. >> it's not about pushing change. >> to say we want the laws to go one way or the other. >> i feel like it's my job. i feel like i see something very wrong here that from my perspective, mental health provider can't intervene effectively and that's why a lot of these things happened.