>> you really feel that in your heart? you don't feel anger? you don't feel hatred toward them? sorry i keep bringing this up, but i think it's an extraordinary thing to be able to feel that. >> i just envision the black jeep driving up to him, and i don't know their faces. i just want them to know that god loves them and can forgive them for this, and i don't know them, but i just -- yeah, that's how i honestly feel. it may sound crazy, but -- it's god's spirit putting it inside me. >> it doesn't sound crazy. it sounds like you're a remarkable person to feel this. what will you tell your child when your child grows up about what your husband was doing there, about what their father was doing there?