kind of devotion. certainty is my enemy, you know, i'm all about doubt, questioning when the nature of reality constantly, when they grabbed hold of me and in a totally nonjudgmental way, essential essentially -- god's happy to have you, you know, here you go. oh, man. my treachery is complete. >> just because i was raised outside the faith with no particular attachment or loyalty to israel doesn't mean that plenty of people on this earth don't hate me in principle, i know that. but the state of israel, i never really knew what to think. >> it's pretty, it's awesome, it's urban, sophisticated, hip. like southern california, only nicer.