means i'm good to go. i'm ready to take on this airplane. >> reporter: and all the lives in the back. >> that's right. >> reporter: approximately 9 minutes later -- >> up. so now we would pull up and react. >> pull up. pull up. pull up. s. >> this the worst situation i've been in. >> reporter: what happens to your hands after that crash? >> they're sweaty. you can see it. in all the years i've been flying a simulator, never seen an airplane hit the ground. we recover the airplane before that happens. >> reporter: so that was unthinkable. for you. >> yeah. hard to see. >> reporter: roger takes us through a manual scenario explaining the germanwings pilot likely did not do this based on the control descent. >> pull up. >> reporter: it's uncomfortable. >> pull up. >> let's just come out of this. get out of this. >> pull up. >> no need to take it. >> reporter: even in the