where i want to be. >> do you think a lot about that day, or do you prefer not to think about it? >> i prefer not to think about it. i haven't focused a lot of energy on recounting the events. i think at first i did a couple times, you know, what if i had gone with the first crowd of people that went over to the bar, maybe this wouldn't have happened to me, you know. what if i decided that i wasn't going to go to the game this year. and i think i did that for a little while before i said well, what if anything. that's not what happened. this is what happened. this is what you have to deal with. >> you're dealing with it. >> i am. >> i'm so impressed by the people who rushed in to help people like yourself, who, you know, took off their belts and tied tourniquets and -- >> yeah. that, i think, from this experience, my initial, you know, takeaway has been that people will do things that you would just never expect them to.