>> mazel tov. >> mazel tov. thank you, gentlemen. >> i've never felt so much like i'm massacre kaeding as something i'm not. i am instinctively hostile to any kind of devotion. certainty is any enemy. i'm all about doubt, questioning onesself and the nature of reality. when they grabbed hold of me and in a totally nonjudgmental way essentially -- god's happy to have you, here you go. oh, man. my treachery is complete.