you're looking into black. you look down, there's the blue down there and the black up there. it's just -- there is mother ea earth. is that death? is that the way death is? whoop and it's gone. jesus. it was so moving to me. this experience did something unbelievable. yeah, weightless -- my stomach went up. this is so weird, but not as weird as the covering of blue. it's one thing to say the sky and the thing and the fragile -- what's unknown is this pillow, this soft blue -- the beauty of