a driver of very real physical threats. i used to wake up in the morning looking at photos of the most serious threats that i could recognize, people if someone came up to me and that's why i felt on the 6th, it felt like a culmination. because there were so many warnings, so many threats, so many attempts to do more that just didn't pan out and i remember feeling, okay, this is the day. i was getting messages at work that day that were telling me, people are looking for you. looking for you. >> she said she hid in the bathroom in her office after hearing loud banging on her office door. >> i hide behind my door like this. like i'm here and the bathroom door starts talking like this. it's behind me. rather, in front of me and i'm like this and the door hinge is right here and i just hear, where is she? where is she?