and it might not be the best time to laugh but sharing mem y memories about my mom and holding baby sanoa out there was perfect and coping because my mom, the way that she told me to stand up and be strong for myself and told me to -- showed me not told me showed me after spending 26 years of showing me how to walk tall and proud and search and try hard and love and be loving and be kind. >> reporter: i think you're an amazing woman. >> thank you. >> reporter: and we give you our kellond-knights and are so sorry for you. >> thank you, and, you know, part of the reason i'm able to stand up here so tall and proud is because there's people supporting me. there's people on my side. there's people that i don't enoh right now searching for other people that helped find my baby. >> reporter: what do you do