they have needed it for their health, for their mind, body, spirit. they just can't handle it. it's been too much stuff for too long. and now you're not at 100% and you're being asked to go 110%. how hard is that for you and the team? >> it's very hard. we're all individually running on a lot less steam than we had at the beginning. we are also running with a lot less staff because as you said people have needed time off. a lot of nurses have left the profession entirely because they just can't do it anymore. so we are being asked to give even more when we have much less of ourselves, much less to pull on, and we also don't have people that are waiting in the wings. it's just us. there's nobody else coming in to save us. >> well, look, i have you on here to just tell us how it is, and i wish there was something i could do to tell you that would