to be in the particular cars that i was in. i thought maybe that the fatalities were in some of those other cars that were a little more contorted and hit the side of the river and tracks at different angles. and it wasn't until the last interview i did where i could hear what was going on in the control room and what governor cuomo was saying that the fatalities were actually this those cars. now i can't get over how lucky i was to not only not be injured, but be ambulatory and cognizant enough to make that phone call. >> this is my next question, looking at that picture where the car is completely on its side. what was the condition of others either in the car that you were in or once you got out of that car out on the tracks or in other locations? what was that scene like? >> caller: i tend to, especially on a sunday morning train sit kind of isolated. so there wasn't really very many