you have come out so vocally? >> i mean, this is -- okay. alisyn, this couldn't be more aggravating. okay? i admire hogan because he's doing a very, very tough job. but someone would have to explain to me how i'm profiting from this. moreover as i pointed out yesterday, you know, i had to release all my financial disclosures. i don't need to profit from this. if anything, it hurts because a lot of republicans that are still tight we the president are going to disavow me and the democrats like you just mentioned are like, well, where were you three or four years ago. so i've put myself in no man's land. you have to think about that for a second. why would i do that? put myself in no man's land? because of the country. because of my children. because i know what's going on inside is horrific. remember the his or her rorror