he just responded don't expect me back, i'm never coming back and he didn't. >> what did you do at that point? >> i panicked. i mean life became hell, it really did. >> this is painful episode, obviously, painful and personal. so why did you want to share it now? >> you realize why am i the one bearing the consequences, i lost my career, he just kept getting promoted. there's a sense of privilege that maybe it's in all industries. i know it's prevalent in sili n silicone valley. >> and google specifically wrote this. women that i worked with at google who have spoken to since "the new york times" article have told me how offended they were by the blatant -- the abuse of power did not stop with being pushed out, afterwards i i was pushed down lest i got in the way of the behavior that had become even more oppressive and