>> did you drop the knife? >> yes, i did. >> did you tell that to the jury? >> yes, i did. >> did you tell them that you screamed, right? >> yes, i did. >> so the knife was in your hands, right? >> yes, it was. >> and the issue of gripping has nothing to do with it, does it? >> um, i would think it would. >> did you think how strongly you were gripping it is important though to the case? >> i wasn't talking about the strength of the grip just that >> i'm asking you that now. >> will you repeat that? >> do you think how strongly you were gripping it is important to this case? >> objection. argumentative in relevance. >> overruled. >> i wouldn't know. >> you brought this up about not gripping it. you seem to think that's important. why do you think that's important? >> objection. argumentative. >> sustained. >> you did have the knife in your hand, right? >> yes. >> it was after the shooting according to you, right? >> yes. >> and you previously had seen that knife in the bedroom, right?