descriptive. but you have very, very low lows. and then you have very, very high highs. and when i was depressed, i would even resort to going and lying in my closet so nobody could find me, to tell me i needed to get up. when i was high, i would typically go buy a new car, trade in my car or get with a realtor and put the house i was on, you know -- >> crazy things, impulsive -- >> you did crazy things, impulsive. >> get a divorce, anything. all these things that sounded like they were such a good idea. >> before you were diagnosed, your son -- before we come to you, i want to play another psa. it will lead us into this. ♪