because you know they all wanted to have their name in the paper. i don't really know what the motivation was. >> you stayed in touch with jim, as i said he is a paraplegic, but in a way are you relieved that your husband does not have to live with that additional kind of burden? >> i said many times, i don't believe that jim drew the long straw. i don't think that my husband could have lived with the situation. and there was so much more that went into that accident, than what the ntsb put out there. and there was so much responsibility with the crew. and i am grateful he didn't have to live with this. i don't think he could have stood it. >> i think you were telling me before the show he only had six hours sleep in 36 hours. >> oh, no, not jeff. that was the controller in the tower. >> but again, you see this is probably -- jetblue would say this is one of the reasons