because over 30,000 applications for the course, only 3,000 people got in so we have to assume you are very, very smart young lady, right? so i'm surprised that you are surprised, given how smart you are, that what you're doing in your spare time has caused such a kerfuffle. >> i think to be perfectly honest, if i was just another college girl who does porn this would have been like a day of news. but i think that because i came out in defense of myself an because i really talked about how much porn empowered me and really told my story, i think that's what set this story apart. >> let me just read a little bit of what you said. this is what you said in your own defense. "for me shooting pornography brings me unimaginable joy. when i finish the scene i know that i've done so and completed an honest day's work. it is my artistic outlet, my love, my happiness, my home. i can definitively say i have never felt more empowered and happy doing anything else. in a world where women are so