in the middle of nowhere, and i was lying there in the dark when all of a sudden there was a warm glow of light and i looked up and christ was standing over me like this. and i looked up at him, and he looked down at me. and finally he spoke and said, gilbert, am i fat? >> i always think of those two masks, the comedy mask and the tragedy mask. they go together. so if something terrible has happened to you, comedy is not going to kill tragedy, but it will get it to lose its grip for a while. >> i started reducing my prozac day by day, trying to wean myself off of it, then a month with no prozac, oh, my depression was like a happy puppy just running through my body. i actually felt bad about going back on the prozac because it felt like, oh, i haven't taken him to the park in a while. i wanted to give him a couple of days just to put on your bathrobe for eight days straight. okay.