match i can only. digs his own grave read one newspaper headline to make front to poor publicly handed responsibility for the defeat to anchor whose condition subsequently went from bad to far worse what an awful place sometimes he wouldn't get out in the morning when he put the blinds down or closed the door and not come out how problems getting dressed. and coming he couldn't get out of bed he couldn't move due to anxiety and his depression because who. asked him to help me understand how he felt like if it and he said it's horrible magine being in a tunnel and there's a light in the distance but then i live on. and you want to go there but it's so dark and you just hope that this little late doesn't go out about us planning lists