was -- i think taya, you might be able to speak to this better than i can, but having to relive the most awful day, right, of your life and to put on a face and kind of persevere i stepped in because it was a bit too much. so when she said hey, i need some assistance here, say no more. right? so i will gladly take on that burden. it doesn't feel like it's a burden. it's right thing to do. ainsley: i'm sure boys look up to you and need that father figure in life. thank you for stepping up to that cause and bedside community needs it so much. the fundraiser you said went off beautifully last night. we will make this an annual event? >> i think. so. >> needs to be. taya killed it last night. ainsley: i heard. >> nypd drum line was there tawas amazing. marisa, to your point, it's the birthday of her husband who has been killed, so, she shared with me it was an emotional day for her and it was very hard. but then you come in and see all of this good. for her, he was on his way to be